yada

i think i'm going to be living in norcal by the end of this year.

i was running errands on thurs and happened to be in bolsa. there was this one really good nuoc mia place that chris took me to. i was so thirsty. haha. for the life of me i couldn't remember where. i texted him for directions. by the time i got directions i already left. that was the extent of my conversation with him. when i sit and think about it, a part of me does miss him. i guess i could have tried more. that's what i say now, but i don't think i would've wanted to continue what we were doing. i remember being excited that he was coming home finally after summer school but then i knew that was only temporary. maybe it was just me. maybe i just gave up that easily bc i told myself to get over it. oh well. i don't talk to him nor seen him. i think he's doing well. i hope hes doing well. eh he's probably better off than being with a "dead fish gf."

anywayyyyyyyys. im going to go to spaghetti factory right now. :]