i was a grouch bc i didn't get my caffeine today. this lack of caffeine led to a series of events. one of which started with me deciding that i was going to play hooky today. i called in sick. the doc is a douche bag. i don't care that things are piling up at work. its not my fault that you had other priorities set. you didn't set up the accounts jerk ball. so he ended the conversation asking me "so when will i see you next?" monday was my answer. "fine. i can't believe that we finally have everything and you can't come in" douche bag i maybe. but i dont' give a fuck. its his fault. i decided that i needed to go shopping. i had not gone shopping in a long time. jeans! :] 2 pairs. its hard to fit my fatass into jeans. a lack of caffeine ultimately made me broke. ha.

sj tomorrow morning. i hope it'll be fun.

i realized that i get bored with things really easily. which thus led me to realize that i get bored with guys easily. its not something that you realize at that moment. which thus led me to realize that i need a versatile non mundane job. good luck ms. i don't know what the fuck im doing.