i baked some cookies. they smelled so orgasmic. i couldn't wait the 5 minutes that was asked for them to cool off. being the eager eater that i was i picked at one and ate it anyways. now my tongue is burnt.

i get to see many lovers tomorrow night. after work. yardhouse. be there or you suck. <3

more nonsense

i guess im going to boston in a few weeks to visit. my mom says that i should bring a friend or two or three or four because there's an empty condo that we can use and play in. i looked up roundtrip fares. i think its insanely ridiculous that it costs double the price if you fly out from SNA vs. LAX.

co was kinda of fun kind of not. cramped and crowded. mini family reunion. went to keystone. the mountain was basically right across the bridge from the condo. my sister had a bloody nose during her snowboarding lesson. my dad ofcourse was right there watching her. she didn't have enough tissues. so what did he do? he walked back to the condo and grabbed an entire kleenex box and put it in his jacket. duh, ofcourse. i would've done the same thing. not. my dad thinks we're fragile creatures. oh dad. if you only knew what went on. <3 if only you knew.

i felt weird there. i think i only saw one other asian person during my stay there. uncomfortable. not exactly the most diverse state. lets just say both christine and i were extremely GLAD to be back in our diversed asian infested, catered, superficial world called irvine.

i was told that people go thru happy and sad phases in their lives. happy as kids. miserable / unhappy as adults. then happy again as we reach the middle years. hm. a parabolic trend effect i guess. i thought about it. dude, i was fucking miserable as a kid. elementary was hell. jr high was semi hell. hs was just awkward - but getting better. college was a toss up - neutral / miserable; unstable i would say. post college: loving it. knock on wood. hopefully this isn't the high point in my life.

i had the most amazing crabcakes ever i think a week or so ago. gulfstream i think was the place. seriously. i kid you folks not.

i banged my fat toes pretty hard bc my boots where too small from whistler. the right one is about to fall off. its hanging on precariously. its multicolored. so i covered it up with red nail polish. yea. don't say it. i know im suave.

i visited my parents. it was a mini family reunion. kind of fun kind of not. everyone was cramped. my little niece cracks me up. shes 2. <3. i felt weird in co. its not exactly the most diverse state. obviously.

breather.

whistler was amazing. indescribable. 2010 olympics there. so much fun i've had in a while. i tried skiing. my legs could pass for domestic abuse. skiing was much easier than boarding i must admit but i still like boarding better. a run takes about an hour to get down. :] trip this thursday to coloradoooooooo. yesterday was another commercial holiday that i still have not surrendered to yet. first valentines day in a while wo any crazy drama. :] aunt flow is visitng me more and more often now a days. every 3. talk about being regular. very regular. TJs has these to die for mochi ice cream ball things. green tea is the best. for two balls its 210 cals. i said fuck it and ate 4 leaving 2 left for the sister. i know im thoughtful.

christine called me yesterday. you have to understand. my sister has a phone but doesn't exactly use it when it comes to calling me or picking up my calls. anyways out of the blue she calls me to tell me she ran out of gas. i sighed and asked where she was. she was at the student center parking lot - the parking ushers helped push her car there. i hope she learned her lesson. to make sure that she was going to get gas after i purposely fed her with just one gallon . HAHAHAHA. WHAT! she relies on me to do to much. i did it out of love.

anyways. i should get ready for another gym session. project sexy try #345678987654324567 is underway. im such a loser. not.

in a nutshell

friday was pizza night. saw hostel. disgusting and disturbing. pitt looks hot in fight club. saw my lovers on sunday. grabbed some gas causing delicious lox bagels before burke williams. burke williams felt amazing. june and ash appointed me with a male therapist so that i could get the full experience at burke. hahaha. we caught up on our busy seperate lives. i told ashley i tripped down the steps in the jacuzzi and splashed everyone. all she said was "omg! really? wow. how embarassing!" <3

came back and caught 4th qaurter of the game. what a low scoring game. my brady lost.